June 3, 2026

let’s talk about becoming the woman i promised myself i’d be | AITL?! EP 63

Show Notes

It’s the 6 month mark of the year and, PODD FAM… we need to talk. not in a “my life is falling apart” way, but in a “wait, am i actually becoming the person i keep saying i want to become?” way. this episode is about growth, limbo, discipline, disappointment, ambition, self-love, and the very rude realization that being busy is not the same thing as being aligned. i talk about feeling like i’m growing in multiple areas of my life at once, why that feels so uncomfortable, what i thought this year would look like, what it actually looks like, and how i’m trying to stop romanticizing my potential and start becoming her for real. ENJOY :)

00:00 IT'S ALREADY JUNE?!
03:19 Life Updates: Apartment Hunting & Almost a Year Without a Home
04:48 Six Month Reality Check: Am I Living My Dream Life?
18:11 Trigger Warning: Feeling Suicidal & Mental Health Check-In
20:16 Regulating Your Emotions & Making Your Thoughts Reality
23:10 My 45% Performance Rating: Breaking Down My 2026 Goals
26:31 Fitness & Health: Running Three Times a Week & My Struggles
34:10 Career & Social Media: The Things I'm NOT Doing
35:58 Busy Does NOT Mean Aligned: The Hard Truth
37:13 Passive Living vs Active Living: Choosing Your Life
39:47 Self-Love is Discipline: Following Through on Promises to Yourself
40:31 Your Dream Life Needs Boring Structure
46:19 Freedom Without Structure is Chaos: What I've Learned
47:15 I Want to Win: Choosing Myself & Prioritizing Me First
51:28 Starting Over at the Six Month Mark & Birthday Month Plans

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